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so me and fav broke up. its so hard to explain and i cant cover everything because they are just so many factors that make it hurt. he said the reason he wasnt acting like he liked me anymore lately is because hes really starting to get into drugs and skating. so i dont know. but he wants to just be friends now.
im not sure if i can do that. itd be too hard for me seeing as i still love him.
he must really think im pathetic. last night i tried talking him into getting back together and it was just so..pathetic. and thats when i realized it. he just didnt have feelings for me anymore. so i said "wow..you really dont like me anymore. do you?" and he couldnt even say "yes i do". all he said was "why are you trying to argue with me? cant we just be friends? if you keep arguing with me we cant be friends anymore and thats better than nothing"
and im still in love with him.
i
feel
so
f*cking
pathetic.
im not sure if i can do that. itd be too hard for me seeing as i still love him.
he must really think im pathetic. last night i tried talking him into getting back together and it was just so..pathetic. and thats when i realized it. he just didnt have feelings for me anymore. so i said "wow..you really dont like me anymore. do you?" and he couldnt even say "yes i do". all he said was "why are you trying to argue with me? cant we just be friends? if you keep arguing with me we cant be friends anymore and thats better than nothing"
and im still in love with him.
i
feel
so
f*cking
pathetic.