a shift of gravity.

May 10, 2006 15:09

Sooooooo . . . . . . . . . . here i am, kinda hungry waiting to go to work. but i feel like venting and writing and talking so i shall livejournal and then i am doing all of the above. except eating. baby needs foooooood. This pregnancy thing has got my emotions all out of wack. i get so emotional at just the slightest thought of something bad happening. which i guess is just normal, being that just about everything that could go wrong already has... last year that is. Im really happy and sooooo excited for my baby to come. four weeks until i find out boy or girl. (GIRL) we havent agreed on any name yet. which probably wont come until babys birth dang it. i cant wait to start buying all kinds of goodies which then also brings about a problem... we still live at my house. the two of us are sharing my room and for those of you who have seen it know it isnt very big at all. and just thinking of trying to fit one more person in there is just hard. it just wont happen. we need to do something about it! ahhh there is so much preparation for the baby i cant even begin to think. it hurts. we need our own place. which i guess could happen if people in his family werent so money hungry. i love my little bump keeps growing and i swear i feel her moving. its amazing how much you can love someone before you even meet them. she is going to be very loved. in a few weeks im going to come see you. call me. so we can plan. im all out of debt and all this money is mine!!! im so happy! i neeeeeeeed to sit down by myself and work out an intricate plan for my future. this whole school thing just aint happening just yet.. i cant manage being in school(EARLY) and working and being pregnant. time for baby to get some nutrients amber iiiiissss hungry. mm mm
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