life is
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and that is all that i know. im in a bit of a daze. so much is going on in life its unbelieveable i need to pull it together. pull myself together. theres so much i need to do. so much i need to accomplish. i need to get organized i need to set goals, conquer my fears. (and so many i have.) i need to stop being so afraid of life.... if i were to die today i would not be satisfied at all. but how could i be? i havent accomplished anything. nothing that stands out. my baby would have stood out. 7 months it would have been.
shut up. jeeze
life is just.
im such an impatient person. i just want everything fixed right now but its impossible. damn.
tomorrow im 1/4 done with schooling and that much closer to my diploma. everything takes time dang.
goals. STOP SMOKING. day 1 man. (mainly to save money i dont live in idaho where they are practically free dang it.)
I get to have a gym membership. i need to get my ass in shape biatch.
cold.
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and that is all that i know. im in a bit of a daze. so much is going on in life its unbelieveable i need to pull it together. pull myself together. theres so much i need to do. so much i need to accomplish. i need to get organized i need to set goals, conquer my fears. (and so many i have.) i need to stop being so afraid of life.... if i were to die today i would not be satisfied at all. but how could i be? i havent accomplished anything. nothing that stands out. my baby would have stood out. 7 months it would have been.
shut up. jeeze
life is just.
im such an impatient person. i just want everything fixed right now but its impossible. damn.
tomorrow im 1/4 done with schooling and that much closer to my diploma. everything takes time dang.
goals. STOP SMOKING. day 1 man. (mainly to save money i dont live in idaho where they are practically free dang it.)
I get to have a gym membership. i need to get my ass in shape biatch.
cold.