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funny how everything you believe in suddenly changes and when everything feels so right and sound and perfect it just blows up in your face. people you trust lie. people you at first thought you couldn't trust are the only ones left in the world that you can. preconceived notions about everyone you know or think you know end up being the total opposite. even what you first thought about yourself changes. you do things you never thought you'd ever do or you promised yourself you'd never do...only because someone else wants you to. and then they turn and betray you. just to leave you guessing if he's really gone or just screaming for attention. if he really doesn't like you anymore or just wants to see your gut reaction. music tastes change. your style changes. you change. for someone else. not neccessarily for the worse, because change is usually a good thing. but when things that just seemed to work perfectly in your life suddenly change...thats when its for the worse. and thats when you start questioning everything you believe in and everything you were first taught. you question yourself. do we even exist? no, i'm digressing. you talk to people and find out things about people you never expected and never considered. and your whole image of that person changes in one instant. change...? i don't think we can ever answer the questions of
is change always a good thing?
is change always a bad thing?
and what do we do to stop change?
what do we do to cause change?
and why can't things go the way we want them to?