Ice skating and "fat! fat fat fat fat fatty fat!"
Had a wonderful night ice skating and movie watching, but not enough energy to explain in detail.
My anxiety is back...yay.
Why can't I ever be satisfied with the way things are going in our relationship? Too bad he's perfectly wonderful. Too bad something is still amiss in my heart but I can't figure out what. Too bad I start every sentence with "too bad".
I am worried about going back. I am worried about eating every meal by myself. Hey, I can be independent as much as the next person, but eating meals by myself really makes me miss my family and all the excitement that goes on at our house about the time dinner is being made/served. I had adjusted to the solitude, but now I'm used to this again. I need to find some friends at school...good luck with that one, Jen. You actually have to stop being scared of talking to people first.
I apologize that my only recent entry is totally emo. Just how I'm feeling at this hour...I shouldn't complain at all, things are actually really good. Just one of those nights that makes you think, ya know?
My anxiety is back...yay.
Why can't I ever be satisfied with the way things are going in our relationship? Too bad he's perfectly wonderful. Too bad something is still amiss in my heart but I can't figure out what. Too bad I start every sentence with "too bad".
I am worried about going back. I am worried about eating every meal by myself. Hey, I can be independent as much as the next person, but eating meals by myself really makes me miss my family and all the excitement that goes on at our house about the time dinner is being made/served. I had adjusted to the solitude, but now I'm used to this again. I need to find some friends at school...good luck with that one, Jen. You actually have to stop being scared of talking to people first.
I apologize that my only recent entry is totally emo. Just how I'm feeling at this hour...I shouldn't complain at all, things are actually really good. Just one of those nights that makes you think, ya know?