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Its incredible how quickly a good day can go bad!!! I had such an awesome day (ignoring the sleeping past my alarm part) school was good , blazing was awesome fun and drama and rehearsal went well. I then found out that one of my favourite bands is coming to Toronto and my day got even better (CSNY July 10th Air Canada Centre)!
Then "he" had to fucking call! I dont understand how suddenly after a year of making no contact with his children he has decided to try again! If i didnt speak to him for a year what makes my fucking family think anything has changed!!!! I saw him because my Grandma died and I had no choice...I was not happy about going...it was akward the entire time i was there and all i wanted to do was go home! FUCK! So now my mom thinks hes going to stop me from getting my money from my grandma's will which he doesnt have the right to do and if he does I can sue him. He never apologized for any fucking thing that happened, he has never once tried to discuss what happened so why the fuck should i all of a sudden act as if things have changed? THEY HAVENT! He is still the same fucking asshole.
My mom says "call him and explain your feelings" but i would think her of all people would know how fucking impossible it is to call someone up (especially your father) and tell them you dont want anything to do with them. And then she has the nerve to fucking say that I was being immature. So the death of his mother has finally made him realize he has 3 teenage kids who he lost complete touch with and didnt know who they were when he saw them for the first time in 2-3 years, thats not my fucking problem! He has never once mentioned what happened between us, even when we had one on one time in BC so why should I continue to let him fucking upset me?!
I think IM gunna be a pussy and send him an email because i just have no need to talk to him.
Then "he" had to fucking call! I dont understand how suddenly after a year of making no contact with his children he has decided to try again! If i didnt speak to him for a year what makes my fucking family think anything has changed!!!! I saw him because my Grandma died and I had no choice...I was not happy about going...it was akward the entire time i was there and all i wanted to do was go home! FUCK! So now my mom thinks hes going to stop me from getting my money from my grandma's will which he doesnt have the right to do and if he does I can sue him. He never apologized for any fucking thing that happened, he has never once tried to discuss what happened so why the fuck should i all of a sudden act as if things have changed? THEY HAVENT! He is still the same fucking asshole.
My mom says "call him and explain your feelings" but i would think her of all people would know how fucking impossible it is to call someone up (especially your father) and tell them you dont want anything to do with them. And then she has the nerve to fucking say that I was being immature. So the death of his mother has finally made him realize he has 3 teenage kids who he lost complete touch with and didnt know who they were when he saw them for the first time in 2-3 years, thats not my fucking problem! He has never once mentioned what happened between us, even when we had one on one time in BC so why should I continue to let him fucking upset me?!
I think IM gunna be a pussy and send him an email because i just have no need to talk to him.