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Ashley.
I don't think you truly understand how much you mean to me... and because we're not hanging out as much yah I'd say we've started to grow apart..which is to be expected, and which i intend to stop. I'm not putting any pressure on you or have ever been angered by you're absense because I know how important it is to you to persue your dreams and I support you all the way, it would be a waste of talent because you were blessed with an unbelievable gift my dear.
But I have heard a lot of rifraf about how youre getting frustrated by me because it doesnt seem like ive been there for you, and you know what I have not been my best for you.. I guess I just felt everyone was against me and since I was so grief stricken I forgot about the things that mean the world to me...and above all things that is your friendship becuase we have a great connection ashley and it would be ashame to waste it.
So it might be hard to pick up for where we left off yes I agree, but there is no crime in getting up, dusting ourselves off and starting again.. with new stories, new crazy times and then laughing about it like we always did. Becuase those were good times for me...even today I still remember the times with you like the first time at my cottage as my favourite times. Every outing (or inning) with you was a memory on its own, we have so much in common i feel like i can truly be myself around you because I know staring you in the face that you can too and that pokey is a rarety to find, and we are so lucky... I'm sorry it took so long to figure that out again.
I don't think you truly understand how much you mean to me... and because we're not hanging out as much yah I'd say we've started to grow apart..which is to be expected, and which i intend to stop. I'm not putting any pressure on you or have ever been angered by you're absense because I know how important it is to you to persue your dreams and I support you all the way, it would be a waste of talent because you were blessed with an unbelievable gift my dear.
But I have heard a lot of rifraf about how youre getting frustrated by me because it doesnt seem like ive been there for you, and you know what I have not been my best for you.. I guess I just felt everyone was against me and since I was so grief stricken I forgot about the things that mean the world to me...and above all things that is your friendship becuase we have a great connection ashley and it would be ashame to waste it.
So it might be hard to pick up for where we left off yes I agree, but there is no crime in getting up, dusting ourselves off and starting again.. with new stories, new crazy times and then laughing about it like we always did. Becuase those were good times for me...even today I still remember the times with you like the first time at my cottage as my favourite times. Every outing (or inning) with you was a memory on its own, we have so much in common i feel like i can truly be myself around you because I know staring you in the face that you can too and that pokey is a rarety to find, and we are so lucky... I'm sorry it took so long to figure that out again.