REcap
Whatever has happend in the past two weeks has been so stressful.. and I'm down right exaughsted.
But I had an amazing time in general
Prom #1
This was Mulocks prom. It was great I had a good time everyone looked fabo-lous and the after prom at wassaga was good too. I met and got to know a lot of great people who I do regret not getting to know sooner. It was also depressing on many levels. I mean..I had one slow dance..and when i got the guts to ask someone theyd either walk away or suddenly be occupied. I didnt win my award...which i did win by vote...it was a let down for me...Ive never won anything i know it was a stupid thing but it was seriously the highlight of my night. I felt lonely I guess you could say. Everyone has their thing and I have mine. Seems my group has formed its own and i simply dont feel I belong to it. I've tried to mingle get closer to the newerish members but I can't help but feel completely out of place and I think thats what got my goat at prom...in the end I mean..that whole display of emotions i TRIED to conseal...i love my friends...I love you all but its getting harder and harder to have to put up a show and try to fit in when i dont. I'm exaughsted and being friends with you never was so difficult. I dont even feel like we deserve that title some how, we let this go to far without mend and Now i feel it is too late maybe time to move on i dont know...there is no support from you since I've been replaced you really dont give me any other choice of feeling.
Prom #2
This was King City Prom. Same goes for this one..It was great, the music was wonderful it was in english which is cool. it was stressful at the beginging just because of the ugly hair and makeup situation I looked like a Drew Carey's Mimi with Sherly temple hair..so once that was sorted out it was alright. The food was alright and the decor was sooo pretty. I met a lot of really nice people the table that I sat at was hilarious. I guess the only real down fall to that prom was Matt didnt feel so great.. I felt bad because it was his prom and I was having all the fun I was in a bit of a pickle just because I wanted to have fun with the people i had met but i wanted to make sure he was alright aswell..so I tried to juggle both...always failing to the dance floor...sorry:( I slept over at matts house...we went to an after party...it was kinda lame... i mean I was to tired i just kept passing out and so...the fun filled disney movie idea when we got home went down the drain...it wasnt even through the opening credits and I was passed out on the couch...to which I woke up. and went to bed. so.. Yea it was good.
Prom #3
This was Hurons prom with Brandon. A-mazing I loved it it was at the same place of Mulocks prom. When I got home from Matts I had a total of 2 hours to do everything. Thankfully my hair had stayed from Kings prom so i just poofed it up and smacked on some makeup did a nice shave you know the drill. Brandon's mom had to help me get into my beautiful yet anoying dress. The cleaners removed all the ribbon back to it so she had to lace it up...i was standing there for 15 minutes! so we left, sounds cheesy but i actually got one of those flower things and it just fell into place from there. We met up with Jordan and his date and went to a place out in the boonies to get our limo. The prom itself was great there was some drama with the tables...but the people we ended up with were....nice...inthe I hate you cuz ur so popular kinda way. But it was only for an hour we danced and chilled with the rest of the gang the rest of the night ( I really love your friends brandon ^^) In the end we ditched the after party and went to Jordans to play SSB instead! Woot no complaints there. I spent the night at brandons and went out to dinner and a movie the next night. See doll face we still had our after prom weekend just...in newmarket....in your room...playing video games...it was so simple...I love it.
So thats it now i sit here paying for the lack of sleep. Thank you to all who made my senior prom amazing I know I had a good time just because I sit here just wanting to re-do it all over again.
<3you
But I had an amazing time in general
Prom #1
This was Mulocks prom. It was great I had a good time everyone looked fabo-lous and the after prom at wassaga was good too. I met and got to know a lot of great people who I do regret not getting to know sooner. It was also depressing on many levels. I mean..I had one slow dance..and when i got the guts to ask someone theyd either walk away or suddenly be occupied. I didnt win my award...which i did win by vote...it was a let down for me...Ive never won anything i know it was a stupid thing but it was seriously the highlight of my night. I felt lonely I guess you could say. Everyone has their thing and I have mine. Seems my group has formed its own and i simply dont feel I belong to it. I've tried to mingle get closer to the newerish members but I can't help but feel completely out of place and I think thats what got my goat at prom...in the end I mean..that whole display of emotions i TRIED to conseal...i love my friends...I love you all but its getting harder and harder to have to put up a show and try to fit in when i dont. I'm exaughsted and being friends with you never was so difficult. I dont even feel like we deserve that title some how, we let this go to far without mend and Now i feel it is too late maybe time to move on i dont know...there is no support from you since I've been replaced you really dont give me any other choice of feeling.
Prom #2
This was King City Prom. Same goes for this one..It was great, the music was wonderful it was in english which is cool. it was stressful at the beginging just because of the ugly hair and makeup situation I looked like a Drew Carey's Mimi with Sherly temple hair..so once that was sorted out it was alright. The food was alright and the decor was sooo pretty. I met a lot of really nice people the table that I sat at was hilarious. I guess the only real down fall to that prom was Matt didnt feel so great.. I felt bad because it was his prom and I was having all the fun I was in a bit of a pickle just because I wanted to have fun with the people i had met but i wanted to make sure he was alright aswell..so I tried to juggle both...always failing to the dance floor...sorry:( I slept over at matts house...we went to an after party...it was kinda lame... i mean I was to tired i just kept passing out and so...the fun filled disney movie idea when we got home went down the drain...it wasnt even through the opening credits and I was passed out on the couch...to which I woke up. and went to bed. so.. Yea it was good.
Prom #3
This was Hurons prom with Brandon. A-mazing I loved it it was at the same place of Mulocks prom. When I got home from Matts I had a total of 2 hours to do everything. Thankfully my hair had stayed from Kings prom so i just poofed it up and smacked on some makeup did a nice shave you know the drill. Brandon's mom had to help me get into my beautiful yet anoying dress. The cleaners removed all the ribbon back to it so she had to lace it up...i was standing there for 15 minutes! so we left, sounds cheesy but i actually got one of those flower things and it just fell into place from there. We met up with Jordan and his date and went to a place out in the boonies to get our limo. The prom itself was great there was some drama with the tables...but the people we ended up with were....nice...inthe I hate you cuz ur so popular kinda way. But it was only for an hour we danced and chilled with the rest of the gang the rest of the night ( I really love your friends brandon ^^) In the end we ditched the after party and went to Jordans to play SSB instead! Woot no complaints there. I spent the night at brandons and went out to dinner and a movie the next night. See doll face we still had our after prom weekend just...in newmarket....in your room...playing video games...it was so simple...I love it.
So thats it now i sit here paying for the lack of sleep. Thank you to all who made my senior prom amazing I know I had a good time just because I sit here just wanting to re-do it all over again.
<3you