well shitt
So im not prepared for my finals! Spanish and all its ignorance is finally over, winter break and huge reading assignments are coming up---oh the dracular--i mean, err, excitement.
AP BIO essays tomorrow is going to be embarrassing.
Actually, on the 27th im flying to Mississippi and when i get there i might cry out of happiness-- that place is the shire but better. Totally embodies my soul during the winter time. oh, yes.
So on Thursday is the acoustic show (Eves made it invite only??) and anyway, Krystle is having an after party at her house. Should be awesome, i bought her taboo because i was her secret Santa and she was mine and we're gonna play.
She got me cologne and THUMBELINA, which i secretly love, but i guess its not a secret anymore. We were the only two people who had a successful exchange. Hardly anyone else showed up!
So, i hope Charles goes to the show to watch.
Anyway-- on Friday Ms. Beatriz, a friend of my moms is coming over, she's got cancer, bad. Cant walk or anything, but she wants to come and eat some of our food and Adrian and Dani and the baby are coming and ms. Beatriz wants me to play guitar.
God, im disorganized.
Ya, im going to play and sing for her (and everyone else), i even borrowed Mr. Eves' John Lennon acoustic guitar for the occasion :) But that means i can't make Melissa's camping party, someone tell her :(
I don't update because i don't feel the need, but im back i think. LJ is a good space to put all the ponderings so i can look at myself a little better. 2007 is the year of health, jazz, and writing.
JAZZ I SAY!
So on Thursday im gonna sing the best i possibly can and let out a guitar solo like none other i have ever attempted at EHS. Im talking about an over plucked classical/jazz/eastern solo from hell--
LOL whatever, im just dramatic.
Today was the last lunch with EVES of the first semester, i was actually really sad.
Im going to miss Trevor and Ryan and Jake and KRYSTLE and all the seniors that are leaving to better and sexier things.
Next year is gonna blow like a porno that you spend all day downloading and then it turns out the actors are ugly.
I actually haven't watched any in a WHILE-- just haven't had the mental space for it. I'd rather read or play guitar.
Not that i dont touch myself in the darkness of my room--- O.o Oh god, this should have been private.
My house is so christmased, outside, inside, everywhere. Fantastic i say. Nothing like Christmas lights for ambiance and whatnot.
So, in the past few months of not posting i will say:
-John Scofield is my hero.
-Jack Black is my second best hero.
-Julian is my ACTUAL hero (when he's not being nasty and getting ciggarettes in my eye)
-J is the best letter of the alphabet.
Im actually very happy walking around now a days. I feel comfortable in my own little nebula of matter and it feels good. Im still chunky and my teeth have shifted so you cant tell i had braces but ill fix that when im an adult--- but im okay with where ive been and what im doing and what my possible plans are---.
Oh, and we have a new computer for christmas thanks to my wonderful parental unit. I LOVE IT. Itsa so fast anda new and makuh me happy.
I puts Firefox on it and look at it and hug it and squeeze it.
My cat is so fluffy and cute and smells nice but he doesnt want me to hug him.
GOD DAMN.
ILL PULL OUT ALL YOUR PUBIC HAAAAIRRRRRRS - jack black
AP BIO essays tomorrow is going to be embarrassing.
Actually, on the 27th im flying to Mississippi and when i get there i might cry out of happiness-- that place is the shire but better. Totally embodies my soul during the winter time. oh, yes.
So on Thursday is the acoustic show (Eves made it invite only??) and anyway, Krystle is having an after party at her house. Should be awesome, i bought her taboo because i was her secret Santa and she was mine and we're gonna play.
She got me cologne and THUMBELINA, which i secretly love, but i guess its not a secret anymore. We were the only two people who had a successful exchange. Hardly anyone else showed up!
So, i hope Charles goes to the show to watch.
Anyway-- on Friday Ms. Beatriz, a friend of my moms is coming over, she's got cancer, bad. Cant walk or anything, but she wants to come and eat some of our food and Adrian and Dani and the baby are coming and ms. Beatriz wants me to play guitar.
God, im disorganized.
Ya, im going to play and sing for her (and everyone else), i even borrowed Mr. Eves' John Lennon acoustic guitar for the occasion :) But that means i can't make Melissa's camping party, someone tell her :(
I don't update because i don't feel the need, but im back i think. LJ is a good space to put all the ponderings so i can look at myself a little better. 2007 is the year of health, jazz, and writing.
JAZZ I SAY!
So on Thursday im gonna sing the best i possibly can and let out a guitar solo like none other i have ever attempted at EHS. Im talking about an over plucked classical/jazz/eastern solo from hell--
LOL whatever, im just dramatic.
Today was the last lunch with EVES of the first semester, i was actually really sad.
Im going to miss Trevor and Ryan and Jake and KRYSTLE and all the seniors that are leaving to better and sexier things.
Next year is gonna blow like a porno that you spend all day downloading and then it turns out the actors are ugly.
I actually haven't watched any in a WHILE-- just haven't had the mental space for it. I'd rather read or play guitar.
Not that i dont touch myself in the darkness of my room--- O.o Oh god, this should have been private.
My house is so christmased, outside, inside, everywhere. Fantastic i say. Nothing like Christmas lights for ambiance and whatnot.
So, in the past few months of not posting i will say:
-John Scofield is my hero.
-Jack Black is my second best hero.
-Julian is my ACTUAL hero (when he's not being nasty and getting ciggarettes in my eye)
-J is the best letter of the alphabet.
Im actually very happy walking around now a days. I feel comfortable in my own little nebula of matter and it feels good. Im still chunky and my teeth have shifted so you cant tell i had braces but ill fix that when im an adult--- but im okay with where ive been and what im doing and what my possible plans are---.
Oh, and we have a new computer for christmas thanks to my wonderful parental unit. I LOVE IT. Itsa so fast anda new and makuh me happy.
I puts Firefox on it and look at it and hug it and squeeze it.
My cat is so fluffy and cute and smells nice but he doesnt want me to hug him.
GOD DAMN.
ILL PULL OUT ALL YOUR PUBIC HAAAAIRRRRRRS - jack black