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Dear Everyone (Especially Stephen Francis),
So i woke up just in time to go to Flamingo Gardens wildlife sanctuary to volunteer. Started at 9:30. 4 hours of tedius paper filing and getting lost around the wildlife---and i know have 16/40 hours complete.
hoot.
Last night was really amazing, for me. The first time i sang at a show, and it was great. People loved it, and my parents and julian and friend ashley even came to watch which meant alot. My song with Mr. Eves was also really awesome.
Trevor was the best partner ever and everyone was complimenting and i felt really good. Afterwards, we went to On The Boarder and that was KILLER.
When we got home my parents were arguing so i watched Gray's Anatomy in the study with my tupperware of chopped up pineapple. After that i called Sarah back and i talked to her for a little while. Such a sweetheart.
Oh, earlier that day (Friday) was the GSA meeting. Me and miranda are just rolling our eyes because people just act.. immature i guess. The meetings used to be serious, now its just a big hangout and its not so cool. We watched Ellen Degeneres' mini movie Trevor (no relation to the trevor earlier mentioned) and it was about a gay 13 year old boy who tried to kill himself-- it was a comedy/drama i guess with a big social message underneith and i loved it haha.
Before the meeting started me and miranda just sat and just talked and i felt so comfortable--its cool knowing i have a best friend.
I mean, Julian is my BEST friend, but, you know what i mean.
Its cool not having girl pressure. I can finally just be.
And i really do.
I was invited to a Fondue night tomorrow at Triki's house, i'll probably go.
I was invited to Alex's b-day thing today, im not going.
We're having dinner at home and familyish people are coming and, thats it i guess.
Sunday i'm going to try to do some work and work on the Concerto and Brandenburg pieces for ASM, and then go to Beatriz's.
Monday i think im going to meet up with some AP Bio folks to finish our lab work.
I almost hate socializing now.
I feel soo relaxed.
On another note:
And about the argument friday night, i don't think my Mom will ever understand. She's going to die with her fucking low self esteem and im tired of trying.
Maybe we all have two faces.
Friday nights show was awesome, i feel so good about myself. And miranda came too and just topped it all off, she was so proud of me.
I just got home from Flamingo Gardens and i ate some toast and a cupcake (or two, damnit) and all these indians are over making vegan food. Shit man. Blah. It smells CRAZY in here.
My eyes are closing as i write this, i think i will take a shower and sing.
And maybe we do all have two faces.