gust moods
(I) There was a hole in the floor. I couldn’t see its ending, but I liked that it had been drilled cleanly. I like clean things and clear patterns but this one I covered in tape. I wondered if life came into the house through the hole and now we were all going to die slowly. (II) On the subway it was more narrow and orange than usual and I watched the dots on the ceiling make stars and maps to help me find somewhere I could not remember. I waved to someone but he ignored me. I was affiliated with someone he did not like. & it pisses people off when you never speak, how uncomfortable they must be, so much regret! That it's you and not someone else there in that space. That you probably drink information to use against them later. I drink information to use against you later. (III) & I am a vessel but I would rather have my function be clear: either I do exist or I do not. Either I do exist or I do not. Either I do exist or I do not.