Growing, Changing, etc.
Ok...
I had a very interesting talk with Cam tonight. How our group is so different now and going in different directions. How we worry about some friends and we want to help them. But we feel helpless. Im worried what the future will bring. I know im growing apart from many people and my life is changing. But i think it is changing for the better. I just dont know anymore. I want to help, i want to change, i want to stay the same, i want many different things. I cant help alot of them eithier. I just dont know anymore.
Yea i know this entry is very random and makes no sense. I guess i just wrote as the thoughts came from my head. I just needed to get them out somewhere. But yea i prolly need some sleep. This is going to keep me thinking for a long time.
So goodnight.
I had a very interesting talk with Cam tonight. How our group is so different now and going in different directions. How we worry about some friends and we want to help them. But we feel helpless. Im worried what the future will bring. I know im growing apart from many people and my life is changing. But i think it is changing for the better. I just dont know anymore. I want to help, i want to change, i want to stay the same, i want many different things. I cant help alot of them eithier. I just dont know anymore.
Yea i know this entry is very random and makes no sense. I guess i just wrote as the thoughts came from my head. I just needed to get them out somewhere. But yea i prolly need some sleep. This is going to keep me thinking for a long time.
So goodnight.