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Alright, i really don't know what to say right now. I feel like the kid with his back turned and all the other kids wispering and mouthings things about him. I could be completely off base, but i don't know. I am not stupid. I would really like you guys to talk to me if you feel the need to. For the first time in a long time i feel out of the loop. I want back in! Not to just be in the middle or anything like that, i just want to be involved in everyone's lives, like friends are. I was there, and now im not, and i dont know what to do. Im still weird. Please please please talk to me.