awfulll day!!!
me n happy broke up 100% today.. n when i learned the real reason we broke up.. i kinda froze.. buh i wish he just had told me the real reason in the beggining!
i went ut with him for 8 months 2 weeks n 4 days.. i was soo happy... he was soo perfect... a lil over protective n obsessive buh i still love him.. not loved cause i cant get over him.. n even if i do.. ill remmeba him jus lik ei remmeba mah asshole of a 1st love! no doubt about it! happy meant so much to me.. he was more then life itself... he was jus perfect.. i trusted him with mah life... i knew everything about him.. except about the recent shit thats been going on.. buh otherwise he told me everything.. he had everything planned for us.. wedding kids... everything u culd imagine.. he would say n do nething to make me smile.. he was just perfect... his beady eyes.. his smile.. the way he touche dme.. his hugs.. he was perfect.. i feel bad for ne guy that goes out with me next.. cause it sux.. that ima compre verything that guy does to wah mah happy did.. its gunna take a while to get ova.. buh i cant forget him.. he means/meant soo much! i miss him like crazi.. i cant believe its over.. *tears* [[snifflleees]]
i hate today soo muchhhhhh damn itttt
i went ut with him for 8 months 2 weeks n 4 days.. i was soo happy... he was soo perfect... a lil over protective n obsessive buh i still love him.. not loved cause i cant get over him.. n even if i do.. ill remmeba him jus lik ei remmeba mah asshole of a 1st love! no doubt about it! happy meant so much to me.. he was more then life itself... he was jus perfect.. i trusted him with mah life... i knew everything about him.. except about the recent shit thats been going on.. buh otherwise he told me everything.. he had everything planned for us.. wedding kids... everything u culd imagine.. he would say n do nething to make me smile.. he was just perfect... his beady eyes.. his smile.. the way he touche dme.. his hugs.. he was perfect.. i feel bad for ne guy that goes out with me next.. cause it sux.. that ima compre verything that guy does to wah mah happy did.. its gunna take a while to get ova.. buh i cant forget him.. he means/meant soo much! i miss him like crazi.. i cant believe its over.. *tears* [[snifflleees]]
i hate today soo muchhhhhh damn itttt