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wow i havent written in my own journal in so long.. wow.. i hate calculus once again.. its weird i really must suck at programming because i got an F with the curve.. that makes me feel pretty damn good.. NOT.. but i got an A on my bio test i didnt even study as hard.. or maybe i did.. i get lost with my capabilities and or my lack there of.. life can be so frustrating and now i am dealing with depression too.. i dont think i have ever been depressed since i came here.. isnt that pretty sad college made me go crazy jk..