May 12, 2004 00:56
So today was quite the day. Finally found a home for my guitar, gotta so some figuring and hunting for the new one. I got a letter I'm geting honored at some BS over-achiever's thing at 7:30 in the fuckin morning!!! wtf... anywho- haven't updated in a while... not much to talk about. Life is life, what are you gonna do. Senioritis has hit hard, school is just annoying, life likes to throw curveballs, always fun, like playing russian roulete with a hand-gernade, all fun and games till you realize no matter how you pull th pin, you're fucked (thought crazy-dave might like that one...) Got the "just-friends" line again tonight, no matter how many times you get it, still hurts (always feels synonymous to: I hate your guts... or you're not good enough). haha... I dunno, can't say I didn't see it coming, but I guess I just open myself up too much sometimes, and this was one. I still don't really know what happened exactly... whatever, doesn't really matter now I guess. Anyway... the CD is progressing more and more. I really have new-found respect for artists and what they go through. In 8 hours of ass busting work we got alot done... but still not nearly what the final product is... we have like three tracks evben close to being mastered, let alone finished. We're looking at mid-June (for real this time) it should be good, I hope. Prom's in a week i hear, that's nuts, and graduation is like, a fucking month away... who knew. It's rediculous how it all just came up so soon. Gahh... I hate thinking about it. Wrote a new song with Bob... it's gonna take more tweaking (as they always do...) but i really really like this one. I'm spent, enough bullshitting, haha... school comes far to early, fuck ya'll! Later...