(no subject)
I feel like life and time is just flying right by and im slowly trying to take it all in but getting far behind, Lost in a trail maybe even in the wrong direction. Im unaware of where I will go, what I will become and that is of course a freightening thing isnt it? Just to not know anything of what you will be. Many times ive thought that I wanted to be a counseler but ive figured out that It takes so much out of you to truely give up your full self and my heart just wasnt there, though I love giving advice and just listening when a friend is in need. ive been thinking about becoming an early teacher. will i be good at that? I dont know, which brings me back to the point where i am lost on a path where i dont know where it will lead. I am definitly one of those type of people who need to know these things i dont like having to wait to find out, I just want to be settled in my career, start living the good life. It also seems like everyone is mad at me right now for the stupidest reasons ever, feels like highschool all over again. I didnt like that crap in highschool and now that im in college I just wont even bother. I think this friday will be fun im going to canada for the first time for four days maybe that will help clear my mind alittle.....Now that i vented this it feels kinda good, Extremely tired so here is where the typing ends.