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I wonder what it would be like not to feel. it would be like a careless day of laughter and sunshine..no one can have complete perfection in this world after all thats what makes us human right? it is true when saying our imperfections are what make us the unique individual we strive to be. as myself i am one of those overly emotional people, i wear my heart on my sleeve and i guess that is a good and a bad thing. im the one you come to when you need advice thats my dealing my tricks of the trade because as contradictory as it is i have trouble expressing my own feelings (though i wear my heart on my sleeve) it is easier dealing with someone elses problems than youre own. i also know alot of my friends are having dificult times right now they are leaving for college and have terrible family problems...my heart goes out to you jessica. i just feel so blank, run down and tired of feeling the things i do for things one cannot reach. its like living your life for the rain when you are trapped inside a drought (reference to a cinderella story) i just saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants and i want my life to be that, to have it all and more to be able to travel the world and meet the right guy and after all to keep the friends i hold onto so dearly. i realize now that i have become dependant on them all and starting next year they are going to be gone..so now its time for me to straighten out this life.