Jan 16, 2008 14:34
so for the first time since before i had the syndrome, i'm back to running 6 miles.
I'm pretty happy that i've been running everyday.[=
i run before work and after.
i feel energized, happy, and i feel like i'm accomplishing something.
my grandma told me she'd cosign, but now she's saying she can't and that i have to ask my grandpa to do it, and she will not talk to him about it. now.. you have no idea how mean my grandpa can be he's always pissed and always yelling at my grandma about money, he treats her like crap. i always tell she'd hot and that she should dump him and find a hot new man ahahhaha.
so now i'm back to freaking worrying if i will get to be co-signed. i'm so damn sick of all this stress.
right now i just feel like moving far far away and getting my own apartment meeting new people starting a new life... i'm sick of everything here.
i want change.
on a better note, i'm excited for this weekend.
going downtown. hopefully hang with my buddies and boyfriend. hopefully go to my apartment.
go to a movie with my bf, i misss him.
then saturday going to northern with karla and danii going to an amazing chilli party i went to last year. i'm stoked to eat chilli hehehe. i miss them!