AH!
basically i'm being accused of being drunk or high every day.
man
my parents are constantly telling me my eyes are too red. this and this i'm acting weird.
they think my boyfriend brings over pot, for us to smoke all the time.
my boyfriend..
1. doesn't have the money for it.
2. i hardly see him now.
The truth is...
I've been completely sober, when they're accusing me. either my contacts were bothering me at that moment [ i have not had new contacts since July] or i just came home from work.
I do not smoke or drink at work or after work.
I have not been drinking.
Then my mom yells at me everyday that i need to kiss my grandma's butt so she will cosign.
we have asked all of my family no one will cosign, i have no asked her yet. i see her everyday, i figure if she'd want to she'd offer she knows all about it. I feel like crap so beg my grandma to cosign, because otherwise, i will not be continuing at Columbia in the fall. =(
I'm too stressed being at home.
I cannot wait to go back to my apartment....
that's if i do =(
man
my parents are constantly telling me my eyes are too red. this and this i'm acting weird.
they think my boyfriend brings over pot, for us to smoke all the time.
my boyfriend..
1. doesn't have the money for it.
2. i hardly see him now.
The truth is...
I've been completely sober, when they're accusing me. either my contacts were bothering me at that moment [ i have not had new contacts since July] or i just came home from work.
I do not smoke or drink at work or after work.
I have not been drinking.
Then my mom yells at me everyday that i need to kiss my grandma's butt so she will cosign.
we have asked all of my family no one will cosign, i have no asked her yet. i see her everyday, i figure if she'd want to she'd offer she knows all about it. I feel like crap so beg my grandma to cosign, because otherwise, i will not be continuing at Columbia in the fall. =(
I'm too stressed being at home.
I cannot wait to go back to my apartment....
that's if i do =(