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Jul 17, 2007 09:17

today was my 12th day waking up in the hospital.

i wake up every morning to hope something has changed, i hope my smile to come back because i can no longer anymore. i hope to gain feeling back.

i have guillian barre syndrome----- the cause of this syndrome was me getting the hpv cervical cancer shot gardasil [ i hope none of you get this shot]

the hpv shot was only tested on 1,200 girls. it was not tested with other vacinations. they have found 5 cases of guillian barre syndrome in michigan [which is why hpv shot is banned there], and 1 case in illinois, other than my own. the company raced to put it out on the market, which they did not research enough.

guillian barre is a syndrome that damages your nerves it starts damaging toe to head, and normally its victims end up on a repreator to breathe, i'm lucky im one of the few that does not. it makes your muscles in capable of working, you feel weak. you loose a great amount of feeling i have lost feeling in my toes feet fingers mouth. my face cannot make expression i cant smile because my muscles dont work.

i cant hardly walk, i need a walker[which is progress from before i couldnt at all] i cant leave my bed, 12 days in 1 bed. i cant feel much.

i hope i get out of the hospital soon, feels like forever.

i misss my home.
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