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you know how certain songs/bands have certain memories attached to them? yeah there was really no point to this question. im just hoping you guys can all relate. i guess i subconsciencly pick certain cd's out of my case to make myself break down. i have no idea why. i mean, i havent done it recently except last night when i knew i was already depressed, then i stuck in a song that I knew would make my mental state ten times worse. why do i do this to myself??? why?!??
im out in the living room right now and i can hear brittney's music from our room and it is bringing up a lot of memories from the 10th grade. not bad memories, but no so great either. hm. just ...weird. Whenever i hear puddle of mudd playing, i think about all the times with trenton and tami and that whole gang. and when i hear sublime or 311, i think of summer days cruising aruond with julie in her camero in bremerton. when i hear Adam's Song by Blink 182, i think about living with my dad in bremerton and how fucking depressed i was. and now is my "modest mouse era". haha. i know it will be remembered as 'those days when i lived in kingston' and who knows if it will be a negative feeling or positive in the long run. i hope it will be remembered as an okay time. its all how i deal with my problems...
my thoughts are so loud i cant hear my mouth...
im out in the living room right now and i can hear brittney's music from our room and it is bringing up a lot of memories from the 10th grade. not bad memories, but no so great either. hm. just ...weird. Whenever i hear puddle of mudd playing, i think about all the times with trenton and tami and that whole gang. and when i hear sublime or 311, i think of summer days cruising aruond with julie in her camero in bremerton. when i hear Adam's Song by Blink 182, i think about living with my dad in bremerton and how fucking depressed i was. and now is my "modest mouse era". haha. i know it will be remembered as 'those days when i lived in kingston' and who knows if it will be a negative feeling or positive in the long run. i hope it will be remembered as an okay time. its all how i deal with my problems...
my thoughts are so loud i cant hear my mouth...