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I woke up this morning with a really sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. no, I do not have the flu. well..maybe.. but what i felt this morning-and still am this very moment- is just an emotion. A very twisted upset emotion. why i am feeling it, i only have a couple of guesses. One of my guesses I do not wish to speak of at this moment but today I have a plan of action. And I will solve this "little" problem of mine. Yes, I will conquer it. hmm. I hope anyway. hah. Another guess is i could have had a bad dream but I dont remember any. Another guess is that something bad might happen soon. I got this feeling awhile back and I was right. Something bad did happen.. But I hope this isnt the reason why I have this feeling right now. I hope nothing bad will happen. I need to get through this the best that I can though. Nobody can really help me on this one and that is okay because I am pretty sure I know why I am upset all of the sudden. I will try to solve it. I hope I hope I hope...Yes, I think I can do this...just please, be patient with me. I am trying.