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May 16, 2005 01:38

Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter
and this morning I threw up fire
But it's nothing new
I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do
with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room
And every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat
Every stupid melody to every stupid song,
and every stupid word that everybody's hanging on

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess

Last night I fell asleep next to a liar
and I woke up with a shiner
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view
of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head
And this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere
And we beat each other up just like we always do
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess

Call homicide, take the case to court
Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor

They hung her from the bridge on Monday
The gathering turned to a mob out on the lawn
They dropped her body in the river
School and work returned to normal before long
(before long... and no one will mention any of this again)

Call 911, I'm already dead but
someone should be caught and held responsible
for this bloody mess

Call homicide, take the case to court
Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor

---Sudden death in carolina--- Brand New

Well lets see this weekend was alright i guess friday i went out with christina and some other people and we hit up a few houses lol i didnt know them but ayy i got to drink there shit and smoke there shit so i was just fine with it and got home around 12 i was so messed up i passed the fuckk out, then saturday me maygan and her dad went grocery shopping then we went and picked up sarah me us 3 went out to eat at olgas it was some goood stuff, then went to farmer jack i stole hair dye and we colored my hair light brown we tried doing darker underneath didnt work out so were gonna do it again, then went back to maygans we did my hair, then sarah had to go home and i left around 6 Christina came over around 8. then brett april ashley and danielle came over and we chilled downstairs then they left then me and christina went and got ready for brandons kenny trey and jane picked us up around 11ish, i got like really drunk and me and trey wrestled hahah then we played this game like u have 10fingers up and u have to say somethign youve never done and if someone in the circle has done it u put a finger down, then brandon and chris dropped off me and christina around 4:30-5ish and me and her ate hott dogs and passed out, then i woke up around 9ish this morning watched tv then went back to sleep and didnt wake up till 7 and didnt do nething the rest of the night beside watch a lifetime movie. and talked to raeann and on the phonee whoop

---ill post pictures up later on when i get them---
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