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Rantings
Sometimes I think of all the things that I've done
All the fights, I walked away when I would've won
The decisions I've made, promises I chose to break
All at once, in it fades, all of it, can I take?
I could've told you that I really did care
I could've if I'd known later you wouldn't be there
All the times that I sit alone and think
All the binds they could all be gone, in a blink
Yet even I know I'm too strong to do a thing
No time to regret it, certain death it would bring
All at once it falls... around me
all in all I need you here, to ground me
To keep me in this plain of existence
I talk to you, god, yet I feel I'm dialing long distance
Is he there at all? Sometimes I want to doubt
And if he is, what is this life all about?
After all, even boys get tired of puppets
When it all comes down to the end will he love us?
I hope so, yet until then, I'll believe
Because I know, I wont be the one to decieve
Yet now, my wounds are inside and they bleed
They show through though I hide, every second I breathe
I'm ending this now, because I want to believe
Think it's time to become absent, to leave
Well, don't even begin to ask about that up there. I just was writing last night, and began to rant on (thus the name) and it seemed appropriate (for some really strange reason, I don't know, don't ask me). Lela thinks that she messed things up between us, but she didn't. I need to talk to her about it later tonight ... Oh well, I just got in from working in the other trailor... Man I'm tired. Stayed up till 10 today, then woke up at two. I might actually sleep. Well, anyways, I'm bout to call Lela, so later.
- Dustin
Sometimes I think of all the things that I've done
All the fights, I walked away when I would've won
The decisions I've made, promises I chose to break
All at once, in it fades, all of it, can I take?
I could've told you that I really did care
I could've if I'd known later you wouldn't be there
All the times that I sit alone and think
All the binds they could all be gone, in a blink
Yet even I know I'm too strong to do a thing
No time to regret it, certain death it would bring
All at once it falls... around me
all in all I need you here, to ground me
To keep me in this plain of existence
I talk to you, god, yet I feel I'm dialing long distance
Is he there at all? Sometimes I want to doubt
And if he is, what is this life all about?
After all, even boys get tired of puppets
When it all comes down to the end will he love us?
I hope so, yet until then, I'll believe
Because I know, I wont be the one to decieve
Yet now, my wounds are inside and they bleed
They show through though I hide, every second I breathe
I'm ending this now, because I want to believe
Think it's time to become absent, to leave
Well, don't even begin to ask about that up there. I just was writing last night, and began to rant on (thus the name) and it seemed appropriate (for some really strange reason, I don't know, don't ask me). Lela thinks that she messed things up between us, but she didn't. I need to talk to her about it later tonight ... Oh well, I just got in from working in the other trailor... Man I'm tired. Stayed up till 10 today, then woke up at two. I might actually sleep. Well, anyways, I'm bout to call Lela, so later.
- Dustin