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havent journaled in forever i kinda need it right now. life is going blah. im losing friends. im actually ready to just say fuck it and give up. its not like it was thats for sure. i will hopefully be back to work next week and then a new car very very soon. then saving money to move so hopefully this time next year ill have enough in me to make it through another season of work then im gone. i think itll be good for me. i really want to clean my journal up and start using it but there are way too many memories and i just cant get rid of them. even though its all in my past and none of it means anything to anyone anymore. well i dont know. waiting around for something to do. although nothing will probably happen. i want to know how to make journals private its been too long and i dont want people reading all of my banter. yes hopefully my life will pull a nice 180 and i will find something to live for but until then my life will consist of work and horrible spelling and punctuation problems in my journal. have a wonderful night all.
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