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[guitarmemories]

This summer i thought was the definition of love... As most of you know me and anna were dating or somthing... we had our fights or hissy fits at times. everything started to get harder when it became to get closer to school stress started to come earlier for me... b/c i was really close of losing anna. and anna was the one i thought for me and she meant everything. she was my first for alot of thing and alot of my feeelings went in to her. i've changed i know.. i you shouldn't change for no one b/c they should love you for who and what you are. i loved anna and that was the greatest thing i thought i could is to love some one. but it's all diffrent when that someone doesn't love you back it seems like. i put all my freinds aside for anna and i'm sorry you guys... us guys is suppose to stay by a quote... "Bros Before Hoes" well i let that go. every guy has to let that one slide sometimes b/c there is a few couple out there that are really close and they can't really say that. i also got told tonight that your brothers will always be there but your hoes come and go. well i'm not saying anna is a hoe i'm not going to say anna was anything... anna was i thought was a great girl to me and i love her to death and it hurts knowing i'm not with her even though i'm not going to try to show it at school or anything i still love anna but thats going to be there for awhile and it's going to take me awhile for this one b/c like i said meant a whole to me and if i let it bother me.. just let it b/c i'll get over it like i try to do anything else let it go. but out of anyone. i apologize to derek the most b/c he was the one that got put aside more than anyone b/c i was at his house on the phone with anna all the time. i couldn't help i love anna and she has totally changed my life. but i do apologize to all my friends that i did put aside. if you are in a relationship your partner will always change you no matter what b/c you want to be perfect for them. and you will be diffrent to your friends b/c your more straight forward to your partner than you are having fun b/c you always want to have fun but you want to be all you can to your partner. but only your true freinds can understand how much your partner really means to you to let them put you aside for a day or for a time or two. b/c i've learned so much in this relationship it's been a real rollercoaster ride. i've been more upset and pissed and mad than i'll ever be in my life. love hurts more than you can imagine , don't let anyone get in between the one you love. no matter who it is, it only fucks up somthing like that happens. but as some of you might know now that me and anna got into it tonight and it's fucked up night. i thank the ones that have been there for me in this relationship there is alot of you... but the time i needed you've been there and talked to me.. thats what freinds are for and i respect that and i'll be there for yall if you need me. but i'm going to need some time to try to back away from anna so if you can try to not to bring it up... but it doesn't hurt me to here b/c i can get rid of thinking about it if i talk about it to some one. thanks for reading if you did...

Peac, Love, Guitar

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