Out Of It
Well i'm at home sick right now i have a sinus infection and the stuff hurts big time.. and right now i have this pounding headache.. ahhhh i'm about to go insane. but i'll more than likely go to the The Wedding and Kingsdown concert this weekend. b/c i don't won't to see any drama at anywhere else and if somthing happens at the show i can take of it there and all. so i'll deal with that instead of somthing really crazy. I'm a little donwn and out right now like i next monday i'm going to start my pshcology help and i wonder how that'll be.. = / and there is some things right now thats really confusing like idk what to do anymore like i want to make the right decisions and what i do and not a mess up like i would do. i've been talking to paula about all my problems and she has helped me out alot... we talked about alot of things last night and i really thank you for that b/c i don't know nothing else could have made more happier than to talk about my problems with her. b/c these last few months.. well it hasen't been the healthiest months of my life.. i would say somthing but they kind of personal and there is a hand full of ppl that know what i'm talking about.. and there is other ppl that know what else is up with me. Paula is a big help to me right now i know i can't stop talking about her. but she has really helped me and she has made me relize some things in life is there for a reason and that everything is not perfect i mean i knew that but i'm talking about the little things that could be perfect but isn't. like this weekend is going to be hurtful to a quite of few of us. i thought i was going to adam's and bj's to party but there was going to major drama there. and i sure in the hell don't want more drama as there is with me now. i hope hanging out with ppl this weekend will make feel better. and also everyone hero9 show friday in hoxie i'll there i have to since i'm working sound if you need ride say somthing to me about it and i'll be sure to do my best of job and get you a ride there and back. well idk much what else to say. if you want to ask me ?'s call me. uhmm i'm guess i'm out of here .
<3<3<3<3<3
Thanks For My Friends That's Been There For Me.
HH - Language Lesson
I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight
You are my first dissection spilling my insides
Lets write our names with the blood that's in our cheeks
So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks
If I don't come home...
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
I knew I should have never offered you the world
The nights are full of faces you're the only girl
Turn my world from disaster
Make my heart stop beating faster
Ask the question, here's the answer
I need you now and I can't stand this
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
Just tell me how you feel...
I need your voice tonight...
Just tell me how you feel...
Whoa, whoa...
So whisper softly and don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
Dashboard Confessinal - A Plain Morning
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
But it's warmer where you're waiting.
It feels more like July.
There's pillows in their cases,
and one of those is mine.
And you wrote the words "I love you",
and sprayed it with perfume.
It's better than the fire is
to heat this lonely room.
It's warmer where you're waiting
It feels more like July.
It feels more like July.
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier. (easier)
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
<3<3<3<3<3
Thanks For My Friends That's Been There For Me.
HH - Language Lesson
I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight
You are my first dissection spilling my insides
Lets write our names with the blood that's in our cheeks
So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks
If I don't come home...
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
I knew I should have never offered you the world
The nights are full of faces you're the only girl
Turn my world from disaster
Make my heart stop beating faster
Ask the question, here's the answer
I need you now and I can't stand this
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
Just tell me how you feel...
I need your voice tonight...
Just tell me how you feel...
Whoa, whoa...
So whisper softly and don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
I never said (never said)
This would be easy
I let her go when she said she was leaving
So whisper softly
And don't forget
To tell me how you feel in five words or less
Dashboard Confessinal - A Plain Morning
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
But it's warmer where you're waiting.
It feels more like July.
There's pillows in their cases,
and one of those is mine.
And you wrote the words "I love you",
and sprayed it with perfume.
It's better than the fire is
to heat this lonely room.
It's warmer where you're waiting
It feels more like July.
It feels more like July.
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier. (easier)
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)