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I'm ready for the change.
I'm sick of people dying. It scares the hell out of me.
Austin died earlier this week, shot himself accidently with a shotgun. His grandpa and my dad practiced law together... but whatever. I'm so sorry for his family.
John died last night. He was driving in Flagstaff and his car slipped on a piece of ice and rolled and he was ejected. I pray his family is okay... they're such good people and they don't deserve this. No one does. I hope Casey is okay too. From what I've heard, John was really like an uncle to him.
I'm flying to Washington state in a few weekends to interview for a possible full ride scholarship. They gave me $14,000 already, but I think I'd only end up there if I got a full ride. We'll see. I really want to go to DC.
Actually, I really don't know what I want.
Absolutely no idea.
Everyone just sits in class thinking, "What the hell are we still doing here?"
When I go to college, this is what I have to do:
buy furniture, accessories
but a new wardrobe (i'll probably need some warmer clothes anyway)
cut my hair
dye my hair
get a second ear piercing
be new
I just need something different. I feel so estranged from almost everything here... except maybe my family, Katie, and Kelly. Everything else feels wrong. I hate that feeling.
Alisha
I'm sick of people dying. It scares the hell out of me.
Austin died earlier this week, shot himself accidently with a shotgun. His grandpa and my dad practiced law together... but whatever. I'm so sorry for his family.
John died last night. He was driving in Flagstaff and his car slipped on a piece of ice and rolled and he was ejected. I pray his family is okay... they're such good people and they don't deserve this. No one does. I hope Casey is okay too. From what I've heard, John was really like an uncle to him.
I'm flying to Washington state in a few weekends to interview for a possible full ride scholarship. They gave me $14,000 already, but I think I'd only end up there if I got a full ride. We'll see. I really want to go to DC.
Actually, I really don't know what I want.
Absolutely no idea.
Everyone just sits in class thinking, "What the hell are we still doing here?"
When I go to college, this is what I have to do:
buy furniture, accessories
but a new wardrobe (i'll probably need some warmer clothes anyway)
cut my hair
dye my hair
get a second ear piercing
be new
I just need something different. I feel so estranged from almost everything here... except maybe my family, Katie, and Kelly. Everything else feels wrong. I hate that feeling.
Alisha