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i've been lazy today. went to bed around midnight last night.
sarah and i are fighting (BIG TIME) for the first time. This has never happened before. It's weird, but I don't care. This is a big deal. I'm not going to pity her or make her feel better. She's going to have to deal with this on her own (or with the help of Josh, apparently.)
I just wish she wouldn't lie and say that she was going to New York for the sole purpose to get my songs heard. That's a damn lie and a half. She's loved to sing since she was little. But, of course, she has to tell Josh that she's "sacrificing" her real love for me. Bullshit. She loves to sing. She loves to do hair and makeup.
Did everyone know that you can do hair and makeup in NY as well as SING?! HOLY SHIT! TWO THINGS AT ONCE IN THE SAME STATE!!! (well, Manhattan, the city ;)) OMG! *sarcasm*
We made a pact, and she broke it. Lovely day, I know. I'm just venting.
I'm not making things better this time, like I always fucking have.
She didn't listen to me about Nash, and Danny, about Joey (more people got on to her about him as well). I'm sick of having to give her advice when she just blows me off anyway.
-Lauren
sarah and i are fighting (BIG TIME) for the first time. This has never happened before. It's weird, but I don't care. This is a big deal. I'm not going to pity her or make her feel better. She's going to have to deal with this on her own (or with the help of Josh, apparently.)
I just wish she wouldn't lie and say that she was going to New York for the sole purpose to get my songs heard. That's a damn lie and a half. She's loved to sing since she was little. But, of course, she has to tell Josh that she's "sacrificing" her real love for me. Bullshit. She loves to sing. She loves to do hair and makeup.
Did everyone know that you can do hair and makeup in NY as well as SING?! HOLY SHIT! TWO THINGS AT ONCE IN THE SAME STATE!!! (well, Manhattan, the city ;)) OMG! *sarcasm*
We made a pact, and she broke it. Lovely day, I know. I'm just venting.
I'm not making things better this time, like I always fucking have.
She didn't listen to me about Nash, and Danny, about Joey (more people got on to her about him as well). I'm sick of having to give her advice when she just blows me off anyway.
-Lauren