Dont.Look.Back.Just.Keep.Moving.
Alright. Well this was a sicktothebrick kind of weekend. But I, however, feel fragmented. And not quite mentally whole. So this post will be fragments. Keywords. Simple phrases of memories. And feelings. Bare with me.
Cars. Anxiety. Metrosexual. Late. Slushies, mass amounts of food, and underwear. Groveland. Home. Stepfather. Anger and other crap. Candlepin bowling, sucky 48 score, Swedish fish and Sunkist, with the occassional fried ice cream at Sheztwan Tazte (spelling very off). Hanging out with good friends. Vandam handshake, Spiderman handshake, gangsta G handshake. Talking about more serious matters to unexpected people. Sleep. Lots of needed sleep. Odd dreams, more anxiety and some regret. Forgetting my goddamn backpack in Jaci's car with Forever Odd in it. Need reading material. Long restless carride to Worchester. Christ Sloth Shane Me Colin some girl named Sarah Kelsey Sam Alex. Amazing Thursday concert. WALL OF DEATH. Moshing. At This Velocity. Circa Survive. Anthony Green and Geoff. Pure insanity and amazingness. Sold out sweatshirts. Losing people in a crazy crowd. Sore, raspy throat, whooping cough Bordatella pertussis, loss of voice, shivers, awkwardness, feeling accomplished and overjoyed. Home. The Amazing Johnathon magician stand up comic. Laughter. Sleep. Thoughts while sleeping. Confusion, denial, wish that she liked me instead of someone else. Loneliness. Much need of sleep. Dunkin Doughnuts, Clerks Uncencored, food, gallon of milk. Yardwork, leaf blower faces, Danos, Super DX ball, XCORE MUSIC, disgusting but hilarious screaming, working on amazing music, concern, Sigor Ros' likesong. Home. Anger from stepfather. Ostracized. Talking to Hannah. Appalled with someone. Gross. Tar from the road. Chuck Norris concert. Music. Drawing. Computer.
My weekend fragmented and chopped into a mess. It was amazing, but i still havent decided to do with my messed up emotion distress. I guess ill just hope they go away. Whatever. The Wall of Death was amazing.
Night fools.
- ~D~