A Happy Home
Is what I want for Christmas.
We don't do anything that we used to for Christmas. Everything feels like a hassle. Holidays are supposed to be a time to relax. What are we doing wrong?
I don't want to celebrate Christmas. I really don't. I just want to sleep until it's time to go to work.
I hate being like this...but that childlike wonder is gone. I don't want to see my cousins. I actually hate seeing them because then I feel like the weird one. I know I'm the weird one, but I HATE it when I feel it. Being the bull in the china shop. I am sick of my mom being depressed. I am sick of being depressed.
I have no Christmas spirit...no love in my heart.
I feel left behind.
We don't do anything that we used to for Christmas. Everything feels like a hassle. Holidays are supposed to be a time to relax. What are we doing wrong?
I don't want to celebrate Christmas. I really don't. I just want to sleep until it's time to go to work.
I hate being like this...but that childlike wonder is gone. I don't want to see my cousins. I actually hate seeing them because then I feel like the weird one. I know I'm the weird one, but I HATE it when I feel it. Being the bull in the china shop. I am sick of my mom being depressed. I am sick of being depressed.
I have no Christmas spirit...no love in my heart.
I feel left behind.