the paper cuts my skin again

[guitarislife]

sometimes i think back on how far i have come in regards to issues of the heart
sometimes i think about how i still find ways to mess good things up despite experience
sometimes i wish it was worth it to take risks and have faith in others
sometimes i wish i didnt have to retreat into my so-called "fortress"
sometimes i figure i need to be more independent
sometimes i figure independence leads to lonliness

sometimes presently i am lonely

is there anything wrong with that? sometimes it feels like it