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after an incredible show tonight with incredible bands, ive realized something that i kinda knew all along. i am an entertainer/musician. nothing brings me more happiness in life than entertaining people and playing music. put them together, bam, there ya go! now, make a career out of it. ok, if i have to. things have changed a litte bit as far as my "future" goes. i dont think im going back to vernon next semester. i dont think target will be the only job i will work. and i think that wichita falls may not be where i call home for a litte bit. SATF is planning to head out to dallas or even further and play around there for a little bit. maybe not live down there or anything but play gigs down in dallas/metroplex, austin, or maybe even farther. hell i dont know. but heres the thing, im 18. this is what i do. if i dont do it now, when will i get the chance to pursue this? i refuse to let this opprotunity pass by. live fast, die young, enjoy life, be happy. well, this makes me happy. and if its struggling for awhile to be happy, fuck it, im doing it.