Advenutres in Unpacking
When you move as often as I've been lately, you never know what you're going to find when you finally open some of those old boxes.
Pictures. One of the many, many summers spent at camp. We're all gathered together on the lodge porch, a campfire burning in front of us, and no doubt we're all talking about how we're all going to be friends for the rest of our lives. And now, flipping through the stack of photos, you can't for the life of you remember which summer that was, or who most of those kids are.
Clothing. Did you really used to wear that? All the time?
Books. So many books. Picture books that your dad used to read to you every night. These you remember. In rather disturbing amounts of detail. You page through each one as you put it on the shelf, and think about Dad reading them to you, and how books are still what you and he have in common. Not much else, these days. But you'll always have words. It's all his fault you have so many boxes of books. It's all his fault that you want to apply to library school. And you miss being little, and being read to.
More clothing. You can't believe you used to think that was in fashion, or that it ever fit. *Sigh.*
A high school yearbook. More pictures of people you never thought you'd ever leave. The pages are full of signatures -- most of them you remember, but there are a few you don't, and you have to page through the book to put a face with the name. They write good wishes. And promises. I won't forget you. I'll keep in touch. How many ever did?
-One person wrote "Remember me!" Of course, the one person you won't ever forget. The one who reached out to you when you most needed it, and changed your life, in his own small way. And you loved him. And he's the one who asks you to remember him. As if you wouldn't.
You wonder if he remembers you.
-The date on the yearbook is five years ago. Which does not seem possible.
Under the yearbook is a diary. It's full of poetry that you used to think was brilliant, but now makes you cringe. And stories about random goings-on at the time, full of an angst that somehow you don't remember feeling but at the same time can't see that you've ever gotten rid of. Some pages are rants about school and work and how you don't have a frickin' clue what to do with your life. Funny how some things never change.
And there's still another stack of boxes waiting.
Pictures. One of the many, many summers spent at camp. We're all gathered together on the lodge porch, a campfire burning in front of us, and no doubt we're all talking about how we're all going to be friends for the rest of our lives. And now, flipping through the stack of photos, you can't for the life of you remember which summer that was, or who most of those kids are.
Clothing. Did you really used to wear that? All the time?
Books. So many books. Picture books that your dad used to read to you every night. These you remember. In rather disturbing amounts of detail. You page through each one as you put it on the shelf, and think about Dad reading them to you, and how books are still what you and he have in common. Not much else, these days. But you'll always have words. It's all his fault you have so many boxes of books. It's all his fault that you want to apply to library school. And you miss being little, and being read to.
More clothing. You can't believe you used to think that was in fashion, or that it ever fit. *Sigh.*
A high school yearbook. More pictures of people you never thought you'd ever leave. The pages are full of signatures -- most of them you remember, but there are a few you don't, and you have to page through the book to put a face with the name. They write good wishes. And promises. I won't forget you. I'll keep in touch. How many ever did?
-One person wrote "Remember me!" Of course, the one person you won't ever forget. The one who reached out to you when you most needed it, and changed your life, in his own small way. And you loved him. And he's the one who asks you to remember him. As if you wouldn't.
You wonder if he remembers you.
-The date on the yearbook is five years ago. Which does not seem possible.
Under the yearbook is a diary. It's full of poetry that you used to think was brilliant, but now makes you cringe. And stories about random goings-on at the time, full of an angst that somehow you don't remember feeling but at the same time can't see that you've ever gotten rid of. Some pages are rants about school and work and how you don't have a frickin' clue what to do with your life. Funny how some things never change.
And there's still another stack of boxes waiting.