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I failed History.
I really have the Beatles song You've Got to Hide Your Love Away stuck in my head. I was so excited because I found the chords and solo and shit for the Stones song, Happy, and Keith Richards I noticed and read ALWAYS uses (Not always...) Open G tuning. It's his "favorite" tuning as I read. So I tune my electric down to Open G tuning. I realize, oh, and he uses a capo on Happy. So I go into my backpack to get my capo, and it's not fucking there. My Dad's capo from the 70's is gone. He's going to be so pissed. I wonder if I left it at band practice...I hope it's just somewhere lying around in the music room.
Just got a message from Baba. I forgot I have plans with her tommorow. She says she'll take me to an early "supper". I bet I know what the first thing she's going to say to me once I get in the car will be. "WHAT DID YOU LEARN TODAY AT SCHOOL."
Still dying. Can't seem to figure out why though. Feels kinda like a yearning. I just don't understand, I shouldn't say I don't understand...It's more like, I don't know what there is to understand. I know it doesn't make sense, but it does in my mind. It's emotionally painfull. The feelings just getting worse. Can't get it off my mind, no matter how hard I try to. I guess it's there for a reason. But it's definetly there.
Edit:Dad disconnected my AIM from any Internet Service. And I just recorded a rhythm I wrote, and I was fucking around with it, trying to find a melody, and a high part. I ate dinner tonight in the music room, and as I'm clearing my plate, I see Brook, Mum, and Dad eatting dinner. They heard it all. WHY.
I really have the Beatles song You've Got to Hide Your Love Away stuck in my head. I was so excited because I found the chords and solo and shit for the Stones song, Happy, and Keith Richards I noticed and read ALWAYS uses (Not always...) Open G tuning. It's his "favorite" tuning as I read. So I tune my electric down to Open G tuning. I realize, oh, and he uses a capo on Happy. So I go into my backpack to get my capo, and it's not fucking there. My Dad's capo from the 70's is gone. He's going to be so pissed. I wonder if I left it at band practice...I hope it's just somewhere lying around in the music room.
Just got a message from Baba. I forgot I have plans with her tommorow. She says she'll take me to an early "supper". I bet I know what the first thing she's going to say to me once I get in the car will be. "WHAT DID YOU LEARN TODAY AT SCHOOL."
Still dying. Can't seem to figure out why though. Feels kinda like a yearning. I just don't understand, I shouldn't say I don't understand...It's more like, I don't know what there is to understand. I know it doesn't make sense, but it does in my mind. It's emotionally painfull. The feelings just getting worse. Can't get it off my mind, no matter how hard I try to. I guess it's there for a reason. But it's definetly there.
Edit:Dad disconnected my AIM from any Internet Service. And I just recorded a rhythm I wrote, and I was fucking around with it, trying to find a melody, and a high part. I ate dinner tonight in the music room, and as I'm clearing my plate, I see Brook, Mum, and Dad eatting dinner. They heard it all. WHY.