Goodbye Yellow Brick Road

Mar 20, 2006 19:28

So....this is one last final goodbye before this thing is gone from my life. I've really noticed lately that LiveJournal is one big feud after another. No one has the balls to say to anyone else what really is on their mind. And yes, i'm guilty of it as well. I know this.

I don't know if this post will even stay up after i delete this account but here goes any which way.

We are experiencing our senior year. We've had friendships since the 1st grade that seem like simple mirages now a days. Why are we letting all this anguish and disgust build up to start a conflict that could be settled with very simple actions? There really is no legit answer to that, more so retorical if you will.

I've been hanging out with people this year that i've never really became friends with, or i drifted from in earlier years. But, i have to say that they are some of the coolest people ever. I love hanging out with them and just being stupid. It's some of the greatest times of my life and those are the memories i will carry with me. Then, there are those people that i have known for years on end that have stuck by my side and i wouldn't trade the world for. Those people come rarely i know.

I was quite offended by what some people had to say in there LiveJournals in the last few weeks, and the present day, and leads me to this conclusion. I really just don't care what you are thinking. I will give all my attention to what you have to say but, if it is a mere thought that cannot be expressed than it's really not in anyone's interest.

I know that people post things in here and you don't have to read them....don't get upset about something just because it's not what you want to read, you chose to read it. I find myself doing this all the time. I hate it. This is the biggest waste of an emotion that anyone could ever spend time on. It's just ridiculous.

Well, not to sound redundant or double post, if you will, i think i've said a lot in a previous entry that really sums up what i'm feeling. Not that i'm going to repost it. I just want it to be known that, we are now growing up. The pretty lies of life are just mere hurdles that will have to be overcome. So, i'm saying goodbye to alice in wonderland and letting you guys know that you can keep your yellow brick road of a land. I'm more than ready to grow up, enjoy life, and just spend my last few monthes with the people i care about most.

Besides...pretending is just an ending that perpetuates a lie.
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