Aug 29, 2004 17:20
Finn had another seizure today, so I took him in to the hospital. He had another seizure while we were in the exam room.
He's staying in CCU over night until the neurology folks can have a look at him; spoke with one on the phone, and they don't think the long-term prognosis is very good. Chances are, even if we can work him through this right now, he'll just do it again and again.
Going to see what we can get figured out tomorrow; depending on how it goes, I may be euthanizing him tomorrow.
Just when I think I can't cry any more, it starts up again. I just want to pretend it's not really happening, and that he'll be better. On my way back home, I passed my bedroom window and half expected to see him there sitting in the sun like always.
Trying to keep myself distracted, since I don't think I can sleep. Not working too well.
finn