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Waking up in a few hours to start moving into my apartment. Sorta. I'll hopefully get my keys tomorrow, and then I'll be able to come and go this week until I've got everything in place.
I'm real scared. I'm not sure why.
I think I'm scared to leave my dad. He'll be starting his chemo and radiation in a month, and he's gonna be even sicker than I've seen him yet. It breaks my heart that he doesn't even know that. He doesn't realize how crappy the whole thing is gonna be for him.
Every once in a while, the scene of him in the living room, crying and telling me to be strong no matter what happens... just breaks me.
If you knew my father.. it'd break you too.
All in all, I'm hoping for a new beginning.
Again.
I'm real scared. I'm not sure why.
I think I'm scared to leave my dad. He'll be starting his chemo and radiation in a month, and he's gonna be even sicker than I've seen him yet. It breaks my heart that he doesn't even know that. He doesn't realize how crappy the whole thing is gonna be for him.
Every once in a while, the scene of him in the living room, crying and telling me to be strong no matter what happens... just breaks me.
If you knew my father.. it'd break you too.
All in all, I'm hoping for a new beginning.
Again.