being scared of something is the best reason to do things and the worst reason not to do things~erin
i think i focus too much on what i lack rather than what i have and this takes something else away, confidence, which is even more denying than the little things i dwell on. i don't know why i am so afraid to go after the things i want. i am intimidated because i feel that everything is too big for me. even though i tell myself this, knowing the problem, i don't know how to get over it. the more i dwell on it, the further behind i get. i've always been behind and i want so bad to be ahead for once.