im questioning EVERYTHING
I dont know what to think anymore. I don't think Shannon wants to be with me anymore. I want to move downtown and get a place so I'm close to work. We were talking about him moving with me and getting a better job at Verizon. Then tonight, i was getting more serious about it. I was asking which way he was leaning and he started talking about how he wants to live wih his grandparents and be there for them and stuff. I understand that but he never even visits them, how can he try and use that for an excuse? He was talking about how he wants to do school, which i understand, but how many people work and go to school at the same time? A fucking lot. That's what I'm having to do. But he doesn't want to do it with me. I tried explaining that there are options in which he could do both. But he doesn't want to hear it. He is sure he knows it all.
I feel so alone.
And hurt.
And sad. and angry. but im trying to be calm at the same time.
why is this shit so fuckin hard?!
I feel so alone.
And hurt.
And sad. and angry. but im trying to be calm at the same time.
why is this shit so fuckin hard?!