Mar 10, 2005 15:24
yeah......
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ so me and ian and christine are hanging out with a bunch of random people and i get an email from Tim saying that its not his fault and that he cant mail me cuz he has school, so i forgive him. then i'm walking down the street and he pulls up and appoligizes again saying how much he loves me. na dhe kisses me. not a make out thing. but a loving kiss. lots of them. and he drives off.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
yeah that was my dream last night. the dream that had such an effect on me that i woke up, realized it was a dream, and started crying. the dream that made me hurt so much inside that i stayed home from school. the dream that keeps me from feeling for anyone. the dream that kept me from smiling all day except a few select times.
is this love?
love hurts.
love will tear us apart.
yeasterday i emailed him all mad and shit. today i emailed him and appoligized for everything and i dont even know what i did. yeah.
i hate my livfe.i hate love. i hate feelings