Oct 13, 2006 20:33
Friday the 13th.
No bad luck except for this pall of gloom that's been following me for the past week and a half. Maybe, just maybe, I'll be out from under it soon.
I don't know if I should be looking forward to life.
Speaking of life, there was a Signs Of Suicide (SOS) presentation today in religion. I know (or hope) I'm not depressed or suicidal but some of the things struck me. It basically put into your (and your friends') hands the responsibility of diagnosing depression or suicidal thoughts in friends. I wonder if my friends would be able to do that for me...or if I could do that for them. No need to speculate though. I failed once. Who's to say I won't fail again or that my friends won't fail me? Meh.
I'm looking forward to being able to sleep this week (except Saturday [SATs]). I've been getting about 5.5 hours of sleep a night this week I'm so lethargic and tired. I miss my good ol' ginseng shots.
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