the wandering soul

[guirett]

I think it's safe to say that I would rather be elsewhere. the thing is, I 'm beginning to wonder if that will ever change.... All of my life I have dreamt of traveling and performing, (i.e.) I used to direct my siblings in plays so that we could convince our parents to take us to the pool, and for as long as I have known how to play an 'A' chord, I have desired to play the things people have to listen to. I don't care if I get to the point of global fame or not, but to travel and do these things can only be compared to the feeling you would get should your very depest dreams come true. I don't know what it is about music, the piano, the guitar, being in tune, singing on pitch, writing and composing, the drums, synthesizers, recording- writing of these things brings me joy, just reading these words does just this. I would drop it all this second to taste this life for five seconds. that may sound a bit desperate but it simply, the truest desire of my being. I want out of where I am, not necessarily physically, allthough it's included at this point in time, I have had writers block now for six months, but I feel it ebbing away, slow like an iceberg, but ever-moving just the same.

amor y paz y adios