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Funny thing is, things are more organized and easier to use since I've been gone. I'm not going to sit around and think everything is going to be a cakewalk in comparison but I'm not as far behind on catching up as I thought I was going to be.
As for the marriage thing, well, I sometimes second guess myself on it. Tracy seems to have the idea that even though she doesn't work and brings in little or no money, she can dictate everything in the house. I've had to explain to her that it doesn't happen that way. Today she was complaining about my truck and how she couldn't wait to get rid of it. I keep telling her that it is paid for, it runs and I like it. She wants everything to be new and pretty, never mind the cost. I finally yelled at her for the first time ever and told her to "shut the fuck up". I'm just so sick of her impractical and idealistic notions of how our lives should be when we don't have the money to do it. On top of that, she keeps nagging me about moving away from here. It's just obnoxious, that's what it is.
As for the marriage thing, well, I sometimes second guess myself on it. Tracy seems to have the idea that even though she doesn't work and brings in little or no money, she can dictate everything in the house. I've had to explain to her that it doesn't happen that way. Today she was complaining about my truck and how she couldn't wait to get rid of it. I keep telling her that it is paid for, it runs and I like it. She wants everything to be new and pretty, never mind the cost. I finally yelled at her for the first time ever and told her to "shut the fuck up". I'm just so sick of her impractical and idealistic notions of how our lives should be when we don't have the money to do it. On top of that, she keeps nagging me about moving away from here. It's just obnoxious, that's what it is.