wow.
so this weekend was a real good time... friday night we went to kev's then cromwell's
last night we went to kev's again then out in e.l.... gooooood times.
anyways.... im just real bitter right now. i wish i never spilled my heart out the other day... because people are just so different in person than online... freaking online balls... thinks he can be a complete jerk... telling me im a bitch and not worth anything... i dont know why i care. i dont know why i listen to it... and then over and over and over again just trying to hurt me for no reason.. absolutly no reason. im beginning to see that its not me. im happy, im not holding onto anger... and for some reason i have an area that just hurts so much... and i hate the fact that i cry about it... i hate that so much. i dont want anyone to ever have that power over me to make me cry.
he can make me happiest and saddest... i just wish that tryin to make me sad wasnt a goal
sorry for being down... just alot on my mind...
last night we went to kev's again then out in e.l.... gooooood times.
anyways.... im just real bitter right now. i wish i never spilled my heart out the other day... because people are just so different in person than online... freaking online balls... thinks he can be a complete jerk... telling me im a bitch and not worth anything... i dont know why i care. i dont know why i listen to it... and then over and over and over again just trying to hurt me for no reason.. absolutly no reason. im beginning to see that its not me. im happy, im not holding onto anger... and for some reason i have an area that just hurts so much... and i hate the fact that i cry about it... i hate that so much. i dont want anyone to ever have that power over me to make me cry.
he can make me happiest and saddest... i just wish that tryin to make me sad wasnt a goal
sorry for being down... just alot on my mind...