so maybe i should write a little...
vacation is almost overrrr... awww man. and i promised myself that i would try when i go back to school.
after mr. rosmond's comment: "im really worried about you maura... i mean when i was writing your recommendation letter it was like i was thinking about the old maura and then the new maura... and its not just your grades that im worried about.... i mean you dyed your hair black...i just dont know whats going on with you"
haha... wow. yea... so maybe i should dye it back to brown and start doing my work and then i will magically become my old self. yeaaaah kiddddd
last night i went to visit marcus at trinity... i saw jon there today when we went to get lunch, what a nice kid..
tomorrow ali, anthony, and uncle joe are coming from new york to visit... we get jack for the weekend too because amber and ryan are on vacation in mexico.
last night me and bri got into our first real fight since we've been friends. it was baaaaaaad... alot of tension... but today she wrote me an email just saying everything thats been on her mind. i've been getting stuck in so many bad situations like im trapped or something and then i end up hurting people because i cant just be straight up in the beginning with how i really feel or dont feel (about them)...
bri is just like yea you have to tell so and so because thats not fair for them... and everytime i try to i just dont know how... im so scared of hurting someone... but i guess the longer i wait the worse it will get. i just dont know... so confusing... i just dont want to come across as mean...
ahhh.. anyways me and her are fine now just alot of crap goin on... everywhere too!!
i wish i could post a convo i had with this herpe infested girl... but i cant... that would just be wrong. haha...
mwuah
after mr. rosmond's comment: "im really worried about you maura... i mean when i was writing your recommendation letter it was like i was thinking about the old maura and then the new maura... and its not just your grades that im worried about.... i mean you dyed your hair black...i just dont know whats going on with you"
haha... wow. yea... so maybe i should dye it back to brown and start doing my work and then i will magically become my old self. yeaaaah kiddddd
last night i went to visit marcus at trinity... i saw jon there today when we went to get lunch, what a nice kid..
tomorrow ali, anthony, and uncle joe are coming from new york to visit... we get jack for the weekend too because amber and ryan are on vacation in mexico.
last night me and bri got into our first real fight since we've been friends. it was baaaaaaad... alot of tension... but today she wrote me an email just saying everything thats been on her mind. i've been getting stuck in so many bad situations like im trapped or something and then i end up hurting people because i cant just be straight up in the beginning with how i really feel or dont feel (about them)...
bri is just like yea you have to tell so and so because thats not fair for them... and everytime i try to i just dont know how... im so scared of hurting someone... but i guess the longer i wait the worse it will get. i just dont know... so confusing... i just dont want to come across as mean...
ahhh.. anyways me and her are fine now just alot of crap goin on... everywhere too!!
i wish i could post a convo i had with this herpe infested girl... but i cant... that would just be wrong. haha...
mwuah