oh boy oh boy oh boy
yesterday morning nate picked me up from mias at like 8:30 and we had a goooood day... we went to memo's for breakfast.. and he said that he had soemthing to tell me.. and i said "let me guess... youre moving to california?" i dont know how i knew i just had a feeling.. i tried to keep a smile but my eyes got all watery anyways, :[
but they just think that they will be more successful out there with the way the music industry is.. i donno im sad but im happy for him at the same time. because that will be awesome.. and i wanted to be able to go there instead of college for that vidal sassoon academy thing, but i chickened out.. so thats good that he is able to jump at the opportunities despite the drawbacks. the more you risk the more you can gain..
ohhhh i donno... im gonna miss him sooo much. i cant think of not one time when i needed him and he wasnt there for me.. he is just the most loyal person that i know..
last night i was supposed to go downtown after we went out in east longmeadow but then i talked to nate and i dindt think he was gonna follow through but i wanted to see him instead since he was going back today. they got mad at me because i wasnt gonna go but i tried to make them undertsand the best i could... alot of funny shit happened.. taco bell drive through... oh man. hahaha.. "MY WELFARE CHECKS PAY FOR YOUR WELFARE....checks......" uhhhhhhhh.... haha
byyyyeee
but they just think that they will be more successful out there with the way the music industry is.. i donno im sad but im happy for him at the same time. because that will be awesome.. and i wanted to be able to go there instead of college for that vidal sassoon academy thing, but i chickened out.. so thats good that he is able to jump at the opportunities despite the drawbacks. the more you risk the more you can gain..
ohhhh i donno... im gonna miss him sooo much. i cant think of not one time when i needed him and he wasnt there for me.. he is just the most loyal person that i know..
last night i was supposed to go downtown after we went out in east longmeadow but then i talked to nate and i dindt think he was gonna follow through but i wanted to see him instead since he was going back today. they got mad at me because i wasnt gonna go but i tried to make them undertsand the best i could... alot of funny shit happened.. taco bell drive through... oh man. hahaha.. "MY WELFARE CHECKS PAY FOR YOUR WELFARE....checks......" uhhhhhhhh.... haha
byyyyeee