me
Hey my beloved journal. I have missed writing in you lately. Well let me give you an updated version of my life. I always think I have all these permanent friendships and they are forever and nothing can ever phase us. Well it NEVER works that way. It is unfortunate that people are constantly disappointing. I put so much faith in people and I always get let down. Believe me I hold my self accountable for my actions... So why can't absolutely anyone else? I have one or two particular friends I am talking about. You can never do enough for them. I can only bend over backwards so many times for you. Why do you take advantage constantly of my kindness? I love them with all my heart and I just can't be cool with them anymore because I am compromising who I am. And I don't want to feel like that anymore...