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[guinessboy]

i wrote these 2 poems today :
to sleep again is one of my dreams
kind of ironic doesn't it seem
one early night, and everything is fine
when you get some sleepy time
i've been awake for 42 days
time and reality apear as a haze
everything is harder without any rest
its harder even to sit at this desk
when you look around at people with heads down
how can they sleep with all of this sound
the noises inside are driving me mad
you cant turn them down not even a tad?
everything now i'm seeing in double
YOU TWO GEt OUT, YOU'RE GETTING ME IN TROUBLE
the visions are changing from loud to violent
things are much worse when silent and violent
dont you understand you've destroyed me inside
you shattered my heart when you told me you lied

next one

the pain of you leaving
can be compared to a stab
you vacated the sheath
and made your forward jab

you twisted the blade
when you left me no warning
the last thing i did
was die in my mourning

you made your last blow
when you pulled the steal out
you came back in my life
to watch my blood drain out

you see that i'm done
my blood has run dry
like you the water has come back
with the rise of the tide

only this beach isnt as forgiving
because i know the tide's patterns
i reject the frothy waters
for my heart is all ready tattered